Feelin' Blue

Tonight, I realized that there's a part of your life you didn't know existed - it drives you crazy. I mean sometimes you don't realize that you care for something, until you do.

I got up from bed - clearly this wasnt gonna be a sleeping night! I made a cup of black coffee - stronger than usual. I kept adding coffee until I felt the table vibrate from the effervescence. I was hoping it would clear my mind, but the caffine now has me thinking deeply. No, I dont wanna know the meaning of life, I dont wanna know why we're here, I dont wanna ask myself these questions! I just wish I could stop thinking, you know. Im seeing everything clearly now - maybe too clearly for comfort, It doesnt let me sleep,It doesnt let me relax. All the while, only one thought's on my mind:

Sometimes you don't realize that you care for something,
until you do.